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Originally Posted by sarramkrop
I feel like shit. I don't like violence or being part of it. I feel rubbish for starting this thread. I wish I could delete it. You'll never understand what raising hands on a person makes me feel like.
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I got sick at the army. We had just done our first shooting, using rifles on wooden still targets. Lieutenant came to me, said 9 of my 10 bullets had plugged the target. I went pale. He thought I was feeling terrible at the idea of not getting a 10 out of 10. It was not the case. It was so easy to pull the trigger. I just thought of the consequences. Had it been a human being. Just using your finger. I never could shoot properly again.
I understand it that way, your feeling rubbish, when you realise you can harm someone and feel no pain doing it.