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atsonicpark · 07.23.2009, 07:04 PM

CONFESS IN THIS THREAD!
COME ON GUYS, LET'S MAKE THIS THE MOST DEPRESSING THREAD IN THE HISTORY OF THIS BOARD!

Have you ever done something so awful, so terrible .. to another human being.. to yourself...to an animal... that you still feel sick over it?

I'll start!

- One time, when I was about 14, I saw a turtle shell and I kicked it pretty hard without even thinking. Then, I walked up to it and picked it up and saw that there was blood coming out of the shell a little bit. I sat and cried for a good hour.

- One time, I hit a kid on a bicycle. He came out of some bushes, right in front of me, and I slammed on my brakes but I still hit his back tire. He didn't even fall off his bike, but him and the kids he was with were pissed.. even though he clearly pulled out in front of me.. and they started chasing my car and screaming. This chase went on for a good 2 minutes and then a COP CAR pulled in behind me. Nothing ever came out of it, and I still think the whole incident wasn't my fault but I did feel bad. Mostly because I'd been smoking pot before this all happened!....... it was still his fault, though.

- I don't feel bad about this one. When my dad got me emancipated, I hadn't seen him in 11 years at this point, aside from at some funerals. After him and my mom got divorced, he went and got remarried, and basically disowned me, at 7 years of age. So, when I was 18 and it was time to be emancipated, he showed up to court, and I guess he'd hired some private investigator type person to print out pages off of the internet.. things from my livejournal, myspace (which was public at the time and had just started), etc. They really had no relevance to the court hearing but for some reason, he brought in pages and pages of stuff I had written. I'm still trying to figure out what the point was, maybe someone here can fill me in, but anyway... when I discovered that he apparently reads about me in life but doesn't actually want anything to "do" with me in life, I wrote on every single "public" forum I used (in huge font, multiple times): APPARENTLY MY DAD READS THIS, EVEN THOUGH HE DOESN'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME IN MY LIFE ASIDE FROM THAT. DAD, YOU ARE A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT AND I HOPE YOU DIE. Haha. Nowadays, I would just shrugged but I guess I was angsty, dramatic, and bored at 18. Oh, and if you're wondering, I've seen him once since then. At a funeral. Where I said to him "The only time I ever see you is at funerals." And he said "We're going to have to work on that." Haha. Famous last words.

See, those were fairly tame. But I've tried to be a good person in life. I know some of you are FUCKED UP. I want to hear some FUCKED UP stuff. Go!

07.23.2009, 07:04 PM	#1
atsonicpark invito al cielo Join Date: Apr 2006 Posts: 28,843	CONFESS IN THIS THREAD! COME ON GUYS, LET'S MAKE THIS THE MOST DEPRESSING THREAD IN THE HISTORY OF THIS BOARD! Have you ever done something so awful, so terrible .. to another human being.. to yourself...to an animal... that you still feel sick over it? I'll start! - One time, when I was about 14, I saw a turtle shell and I kicked it pretty hard without even thinking. Then, I walked up to it and picked it up and saw that there was blood coming out of the shell a little bit. I sat and cried for a good hour. - One time, I hit a kid on a bicycle. He came out of some bushes, right in front of me, and I slammed on my brakes but I still hit his back tire. He didn't even fall off his bike, but him and the kids he was with were pissed.. even though he clearly pulled out in front of me.. and they started chasing my car and screaming. This chase went on for a good 2 minutes and then a COP CAR pulled in behind me. Nothing ever came out of it, and I still think the whole incident wasn't my fault but I did feel bad. Mostly because I'd been smoking pot before this all happened!....... it was still his fault, though. - I don't feel bad about this one. When my dad got me emancipated, I hadn't seen him in 11 years at this point, aside from at some funerals. After him and my mom got divorced, he went and got remarried, and basically disowned me, at 7 years of age. So, when I was 18 and it was time to be emancipated, he showed up to court, and I guess he'd hired some private investigator type person to print out pages off of the internet.. things from my livejournal, myspace (which was public at the time and had just started), etc. They really had no relevance to the court hearing but for some reason, he brought in pages and pages of stuff I had written. I'm still trying to figure out what the point was, maybe someone here can fill me in, but anyway... when I discovered that he apparently reads about me in life but doesn't actually want anything to "do" with me in life, I wrote on every single "public" forum I used (in huge font, multiple times): APPARENTLY MY DAD READS THIS, EVEN THOUGH HE DOESN'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME IN MY LIFE ASIDE FROM THAT. DAD, YOU ARE A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT AND I HOPE YOU DIE. Haha. Nowadays, I would just shrugged but I guess I was angsty, dramatic, and bored at 18. Oh, and if you're wondering, I've seen him once since then. At a funeral. Where I said to him "The only time I ever see you is at funerals." And he said "We're going to have to work on that." Haha. Famous last words. See, those were fairly tame. But I've tried to be a good person in life. I know some of you are FUCKED UP. I want to hear some FUCKED UP stuff. Go! __________________
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