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Originally Posted by swa(y)
if ya dont do it, ya dont have anything to hide. im human...of course opportunities have been there...but its always "no" on my end.
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eh, you're a better person than i am
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Originally Posted by swa(y)
im an open book, man. i can often (in my non-internet life) be a pretty quiet individual sometimes...but, those that know me know im willing to talk about everything. i dont have any need for secrets. 'course, there are things i "just dont talk about" < ussually when it involves someone stickin' there nose where it doesnt belong...but...nah man. i love being me. i love expressing myself and my experiences...good and bad.
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me, i like to keep certain things to myself. it's more fun that way.
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Originally Posted by swa(y)
ive fucked up...but cheating...i doubt its anything ill ever do. and turning down head is NOT easy...i understand that, i do.
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it depends. it's not always a sex thing. it's not like "hey, bigboy, lemme suck you" and i'm like "oh yeah here stuff this sausage in your piehole". no no no. stuff happens in more subtle and terrible ways and then you realize it's too late.
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Originally Posted by swa(y)
just...i dont think i could stomach being around someone i really do care about, all the while thinking i shared myself w/ someone else. i dont think i could deal with that at all. that feeling of dirtyness would outweigh any level of sexual grattification, i think. i cant be sure...really..i doubt ill ever find out though.
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yeah neither do i. ive had girlfriends with low self esteem who had the need to make out with strangers while they were drunk, but i never took it personally. did i despise them? no doubt! did i take it as a "shame on me" personal criticism of me? fuck no! the drunken slut! but anyway, ha ha ha, wtf.
so i forget where i was going with this. i'm waiting for 6am which is when the storage opens and i can go get my shit.