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Originally Posted by alteredcourse
unless you alter if they happened "to" you or they just happened, and then there is a mix between how you react and how you internalize the circumstances in question..
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that's true, it's probably one of those idealistic ways in which I
should talk about my life.
I've regularly gone through journals/things and thrown out parts that are no longer relevant or I dislike. I think that's healthy? To move on? It isn't about denying that it was a part of me, because I dont have a problem talking about anything that has happened in my life. More like I don't need keep with me something that is so far in the past.
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Through time, I will remember the same things that happened years ago but they change depending on how I think of them.
It's almost like the same events that have happened in my life keep happening in different films, based on how my new 'perspective' views them. Maybe thats why I have such a hard time bonding with other people.
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My sense of time and a lot of my memory is kind of fucked up. I'm not sure how much it would be like that if I hadn't ever taken anything to mess with my head. I'm fairly certain if I hadn't taken anything though, I'd be a different kind of wacky, if here at all.