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Originally Posted by sonicpixie
i suppose i should be slightly frightened but it just makes me want to take more, i have not had enough trips! even so i feel i have learned more through them than anything else in my life.
i always have to learn the hard way, go in deeper.
you're right, just cos my one bad trip turned into a good trip doesnt mean it will all be ok going forwards and im through the worst of it, coming out the other side once may just mean i didnt really go through anything that bad____
im not looking to push myself over the edge just got to keep pushing the boundaries or im not content.
i stayed away when i knew it would be a bad idea to push myself but i was just waiting for the right time again when my head was calm
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here is the deal, psychedelic drugs and plants are tools to crush to the self-centered EGO which clogs your perception of reality. Each dose is that much closer to eliminating the concept of self and joining the harmony of existence. However, each dose gets harder to to this as you get closer and deeper to the core of your EGO and sense of self. Therefore it is only logical that over time you will get more intense and yes, 'bad trips' as a result. This is the concept of gaining personal power. Each time you weaken your ego, you gain power to perceive the reality. The catch is that we as infantile human beings are greatly attached to our egos and our limited perception, so the process of disattachment is experienced from a wide range of ecstasy to terror, bliss to chaos, but growing in intensity until the EGO is shattered from the body, and the self becomes conscious not merely of itself, but rather of its place in reality. So you've been warned, the deeper you go, the more real it gets, and much more, you can never fall back.