FUCK!!!
I was standing under the shelter at the light rail station, waiting in the heavy rain for a bus which was well over an hour late.. if it weren't pouring buckets I woulda just walked the 2.5 miles to the casa but I would have been drenched.. so I waited.. I missed my bus because my first connecting bus was late and then the connecting train was also late leaving me too late for my last bus home from work.. so I am posted up in the cold, reading my newspaper.. the bus doesn't come.. I call ALL my contacts in my phone who are local, no answers.. I was not even looking for a ride, just some chit chat to kill time waitin for the bus..
Just as I give up on all communication and fall on prayer (after all I was trying to keep my spirits up but it was a horrendous day at work, all kinds of life altering drama, I was honestly near tears in anxiety and frustration) and when I threw my hands up in prayer and said, "God, I give up, Its all on you.. Lord you better help me on this one.. cuz if not you got me on yr hands.." and at that exact moment, I am not fucking exaggerating, lightning struck the shelter I and a crowd was standing under, directly overhead..
just second before I had been leaning on a metal support beam for that very shelter..
Now missing two buses and a late train to be stuck in the rain at the exactl place lightning would strike at its exact moment.. shit that is hardly even a cosmic coincidence.. that is what you call a divine revelation.
It is an ever gift to be alive, and I am now surely reminded of such
How much more obvious can God get sometimes
