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Originally Posted by SONIC GAIL
I'm weighing in on the OCD topic. I have OCD and take medicine for it. Atsonic hit the nail on the head with everything. I'm not really a neat freak, but I get nervous when things are not a certain way. For instance I may have a sink full of dishes, but my canned goods are stacked with all the labels facing outward. When I clean something I never finish I need to scrub more and more and I keep getting distracted with the next thing i see before i know it 8 hours have gone by and i still have not finished. When I get an idea about the way my day or an event is going to happen it has to go that way or i starting getting really irritable almost like a kid...it has to happen how i envisioned it. I would constantly worry about things that were very unlikely to happen.
I need everything PERFECT in my relationships i feel the need to be perfect in every action to my family..I will beat myself up to no end over minor things sometimes imagined things. I put a great strain on everyone around me I was trying so hard to be what I thought was "perfect" that i acomplished the opposite. So these actions led to my most life changing experience......and i woke up and realized for the first time how i was and what i was doing.
I feel a little more free now. I know how i am reacting, acting and percieving and most times i can stop myself and get a fresh view on things. I still constantly check to make sure things are not missing, but not as much as i used to. You have to learn to let it go at a point. It helps me to talk to my husband about my anxiety over something. He helps me to see it from another perspective...and in the end i just need some reassurance that it will be ok.
Atsonic's right it could be worse! There are some advantages to being this way. My perfectionism is my drive to not give up on anything.
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I'm like that in the sense that things have to be a certain way or they affect me. Like I even can't watch particular movies in different occasions, like seasonal, or else it will completely affect my mood and I either feel unsettled or get somber. Where as my girlfriend can watch anything I choose, which is a blessing because while I don't like being like that, you feel you have to be like that, and it's great when your partner is understanding and laidback.
The worst thing is when you have to do something, like something in repetition or just have to do something that isn't necessary because you feel you have to, or else like something shit will happen if you don't. That's the worst thing about it.
I can see that being a clean freak or whatever can be an advantage, but the latter lends no favours, at all.
What's medication like for it? Is it particularly for OCD or is it for anxiety?