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Originally Posted by !@#$%!
i didn't, but now i guess i do
hey, are you under medical supervision or is this all your experiments?
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I cannot get medical attention. I am a mom and have a good job I am scared to tarnish my record. I am a resposible parent. I am a fuctional junkie. The worst kind. I take shit so I can clean more, work more, create more , play more. I don't take them to just pass out and ignore my responsibility.
I realize now I definitly got a problem. I am trying to get over it without intervention. I have definitly improved from where I was. I am ashamed of myself for being like this. I wish I was just happy sober like most people are.