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"you must spread rep around before giving some to atsonicpark"
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i cheated once, and it was stupid. i've been cheated on a couple times (ONCE ON MY BIRTHDAY WITH TWO- NOT ONE- TWO GIRLS. mind you it was not two at the same time, he got head from one girl and then another girl offered to give him head later and he was all for it. ish.)
it doesn't have anything to do with x or y chromosones. it's maturity. sometimes i feel like a magnet to shitty boys, but that's stupid. i just have no idea what a good guy is anymore. it's all up in the air. shit could be great one second, and then it could be the day after my birthday and i'm gettin a call from my beau being like, 'hey, btw. that party i ditched you for? yeah, we're over. no details, but ask so-and-so about it; they'll fill you in"
i've come to the conclusion that I have poor judgement. i dont know a good guy when i see one (exceptions to my hubby, of cooooooooooourse). But i am learning, and someday I will find someone who is as devoted, loyal, and awe-fucking-some as me.
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