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i learnt a few days back that i will never smoke weed again for the rest of my life. been off it for a year but had some at the weeked. big mistake. day after felt good, but then the past 3 days felt crappy again. i was worried for a bit because i did feel kinda like, shit if i was to do this again and again i would completely loose it and go back to the dark old days haha.
some exercise and fish, plus veg and proper nuts should get me back on track.
but in a way im glad i did it because now i know that i will defintely never be touching it again for the rest of my life. whereas before i was craving it and came close to convincing myself it would be ok.
but i realise that 75% of it is just the negative frame of mind it has gotten me in, and that it will pass soon.
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