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Originally Posted by space
how do you find it when you need it?
my usual coping skills have left me.
I am in a state of high-flux, with the inability to even begin to think about where I am going to take myself, until time has passed.
I leave for australia to meet the one I love in less than three weeks. my only activities are working out, art and milking time from old job as I can (the ability to do even that is becoming and less and less as time goes by).
I am in a "strange" city (old/new) with no friends, I do not get high and I am trying not to spend money.
silly worries haunt me like never before. maybe they aren't so silly, but worry doesn't serve me right now, and I need to become more calm, focused and, well, happy.
what should I do? or rather, what would you do?
I can't promise to take yr advice, but there's a few clever people around here, so I figured that it couldn't hurt.
ps: the first person to post a Guns 'n Roses video will get neg-repped by every user-name I possess. thanks.
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first and foremost you must stay grounded and in contact and communication with the Source of Life. Without it, all the flux and motion of the universe will overwhelm your perceptive abilities and bring about chaos. personally, I smoke a lot of herb to slow down life and live in real time as close as possible, after all the endocannibanoid system is designed to aid the mind in prioritizing income sensory perception and to forget unnecessary things like the million faces you see a day, and so herb is perfect to continue this process. As Bob said, "When you smoke herb it reveals you to yourself."
so
a) stay in touch with your inner source, after all god(s) himself endures the same troubles
b) force a smile or two and stay exceptionally busy with a lot of people interaction, this keeps the spirit flowing and keeps the mind off of too much introspection and worrying.
b) smoke some weed