i get sad and i contemplate suicide

SpaceCadetHayden · 01.18.2012, 07:49 PM

life i really absurd and a waste of time

MellySingsDoom · 01.18.2012, 07:57 PM

Hayden - please contact me at "the other place" by PM if you need someone to talk to/shout out (genuine offer mate, don't worry about what you want to say

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SuchFriendsAreDangerous · 01.18.2012, 08:01 PM

"I cry at night sometimes..
and once contemplated suicide..
but when I held that Nine all I could see was my momma's eye..." Tupac

that line always breaks my heart every time I am feeling overwhelmed, remember our mothers love us with their whole being, and if we live for anything its to honor their love and hopes for us all

schizophrenicroom · 01.19.2012, 02:04 AM

are you on something, hayden? or drunk? just going by your typing. i get there too. sometimes it seems easier to end it all but that just makes it harder. i love you, seriously, even if we're just internet friends. message me.

or, if youre trolling, molto bene

louder · 01.19.2012, 02:25 AM

stop listening to Merzbow then.

Diesel · 01.19.2012, 05:34 AM

Confide in friends and family, not strangers. You big oaf!

floatingslowly · 01.19.2012, 07:20 AM

.~~insert childeren to continue¿€

Pelle · 01.19.2012, 07:26 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by SpaceCadetHayden

life i really absurd and a waste of time

Waste of time? lol

What's the time supose to be about then?

floatingslowly · 01.19.2012, 07:40 AM

This: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P9o5b...e_gdata_player
Life is about australians, of course.

EVOLghost · 01.19.2012, 11:19 AM

I have a pictuer for this on my computer....

SpaceCadetHayden · 01.19.2012, 11:57 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Nefeli

time is about not letting you forget after school, how to count backwards.

this has lifted my mood tenfold

Genteel Death · 01.19.2012, 04:19 PM

Hang in there, Hayden. I am still alive, after all.

Dr. Eugene Felikson · 01.19.2012, 06:08 PM

the ikara cult · 01.19.2012, 06:27 PM

If all else is uncertain you can always rely on people from the internet to make light of your problems. I do hope you get through this current difficulty Hayden, be well.

Genteel Death · 01.19.2012, 06:35 PM

Bless him, the internet and all he did to it wants to see him dead. Poor guy.

floatingslowly · 01.19.2012, 08:58 PM

God, I sure do miss nik. :'(

!@#$%! · 01.19.2012, 11:29 PM

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Originally Posted by SpaceCadetHayden

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pinche hayden, we all contemplate suicide and realize IT'S FUCKING CORNY.

sadness on the other hand can be beautiful. look at yourself in the mirror and make yourself cry. just 1 tear. like johnny depp in crybaby. i know you can.

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what are you up to these days anyway? making any art? you'd better, you swine. or else! you should act in indie movies.

EVOLghost · 01.20.2012, 11:03 AM

SpaceCadetHayden · 01.20.2012, 12:16 PM

i don't do any art i don't have the motivation sometimes i write shit but i mostly just listen to xiu xiu and this song is a mess in my bedroom and make fun of rape victims i don't know

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MellySingsDoom invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Posts: 8,662	Hayden - please contact me at "the other place" by PM if you need someone to talk to/shout out (genuine offer mate, don't worry about what you want to say ) __________________ Snow on Easter Sunday - Jesus Christ in reverse.
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SuchFriendsAreDangerous invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: fucking Los Angeles Posts: 14,801	"I cry at night sometimes.. and once contemplated suicide.. but when I held that Nine all I could see was my momma's eye..." Tupac that line always breaks my heart every time I am feeling overwhelmed, remember our mothers love us with their whole being, and if we live for anything its to honor their love and hopes for us all __________________ Today Rap music is the Lakers
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schizophrenicroom invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: behind you Posts: 10,807	are you on something, hayden? or drunk? just going by your typing. i get there too. sometimes it seems easier to end it all but that just makes it harder. i love you, seriously, even if we're just internet friends. message me. or, if youre trolling, molto bene __________________ fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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the ikara cult invito al cielo Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: London sink Posts: 4,576	If all else is uncertain you can always rely on people from the internet to make light of your problems. I do hope you get through this current difficulty Hayden, be well. __________________ "It is absolutely ridiculous, they are behaving like a cult" - The Vatican
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Genteel Death invito al cielo Join Date: Aug 2009 Posts: 8,744	Bless him, the internet and all he did to it wants to see him dead. Poor guy.
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floatingslowly invito al cielo Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 21,165	God, I sure do miss nik. :'(
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SpaceCadetHayden the end of the ugly Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: the void of civilization Posts: 988	i don't do any art i don't have the motivation sometimes i write shit but i mostly just listen to xiu xiu and this song is a mess in my bedroom and make fun of rape victims i don't know __________________
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