[alteredcourse]

Myself,

Yesterday I cleaned all the cans/bottles from my balcony that totaled $180 when we were through 3 trips. What bothers me are the three baby squirrels I found in a smart burrow tucked between sturdy rows of glass. I started crying and freaking out because I was afraid that I'd fucked everything up, that their mom wouldnt want them, etc.

After some coaxing, Mom came back up and grabbed each little one, one by one by their necks down the tree three floors to the ground and somewhere around the corner. I think her backup nest is in these bushes on the side of the building.

It rained pretty damned bad and on a hard angle pounding RIGHT into the corner I think they are. I doubt the little ones will live through it. I put a shoebox out with food in case the mom comes back to see if the coast is clear. I hate that I fucked up their house. They probably werent older than 3 weeks. If we'd waited on the cans for another few months they would have made it to being big enough to make their own house somewhere else.

[Pookie]

I think I'm going to stick with this thread ONLY from now on.

Let me think...

hay fever...that'll do for now.

[phoenix]

someone was killed on a bicycle this morning on the road I work on ( ended up being called to work instead of the planned day off in wine country).. and it has been making me feel slightly ill since I found out. A car opened their door into someone on a bike, who then fell in front of a truck. Illness feelings for everyone involved.

[akprodr]

Originally Posted by floatingslowly

the twitch is back.

my bottom-left eyelid is radiating retribution.

I'm a twitch, I'm a twitch
Oh the twitch is back
Stone cold sober as a matter of fact
I can twitch, I can twitch
`Cause I'm better than you
It's the way that I move
The things that I do

[Dr. Eugene Felikson]

My girlfriend will probably leave me to go to that Tom Savini's SFX in PA. I lied, and told her that's what I wanted her to do, for her own good. I had a couple of friends over last night to celebrate our potentially "last" night together. I fell asleep before she could fuck me (which she really, really, really wanted to).

I guess we were too loud last night, and kept up my father, who had to sleep in the morning. Not even necessarily all that loud (it wasn't a party or anything), but my friend Matt has a deep voice that easily echoes. So now my dad is threatening to kick me out of the house. Which is just great because I haven't been able to find another steady job yet, and only have $68 to my name.

I need more boxed wine.

 

EDIT: And on top of all that, my speakers have just decided to stop working.

[Derek]

Aw man, now you can't listen to awesome emo music.

[Dr. Eugene Felikson]

Actually I just fixed 'em.

Derek, are there any bands posted in that thread where the vocalists don't have that annoying singing style? It seems to be a staple in the genre. It's like an accent they put on their voices and I can't stand it.

PS: Off Minor seem pretty cool. Currently listening to their song Family Circus. It's the first one I've checked out.

[Derek]

Rites of Spring, Embrace, Moss Icon, The Hated, Heroin, Indian Summer, Portraits of Past, Orchid, Jerome's Dream, pg. 99, Ampere, Gospel, Daitro don't have those accents. Actually I don't think a lot of them do... depends where you look. It's more common in later era I think.

[Dr. Eugene Felikson]

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[Dead-Air]

Originally Posted by alteredcourse

...someone like yourself can "let" yourself feel so much for people over and over.....does your love never run out? Or amazement, curiosity, lust, distraction, whatever form "love" can take. I say that with almost an envy, but I'm too tired to even imagine having that much energy again.

It's not a "let" it's a "can't stop". I really am smarter and more jaded than that. It must be all of the green tea I drink.

[floatingslowly]

I'd be lost without women who are hard to figure out.

otherwise, I'm running on a 5 second prediction-curve of what you're going to say, and frankly, that's not enough variable chaos for me, thank you very much.

[terminal pharmacy]

i need a new wok that i cant afford, that bothers me

[phoenix]

Originally Posted by Dead-Air

It must be all of the green tea I drink.

I get super anxious if I drink too much matcha

[phoenix]

erm, the day is bothing me. unkown reason.

[floatingslowly]

I take full responsibility.

[terminal pharmacy]

Originally Posted by phoenix

I get super anxious if I drink too much matcha

Maybe you need some matcha ice cream instead...

[phoenix]

ice cream usually has hooves, and always has ice cream.. I'm not such a fan.

[Dr. Eugene Felikson]

Originally Posted by phoenix

ice cream usually has hooves,

Moose tracks?

[akprodr]

Why can't on line media provider people figure out how to get proper audio levels? I'm trying to watch stewart and colbert and the flipping commercials are through the roof and the program is quiet.

How hard can that be?

[Dead-Air]

Originally Posted by phoenix

I get super anxious if I drink too much matcha

I think anxiety is my biggest addiction. Green tea and crazy women are just the fastest ways to get there.