[HaydenAsche]

Originally Posted by Satan

thanks bby



if any of you show up at my door to 'check on me' i've got a bullet with your name written on it


furthermore if anyone ever actually pulled that shit i would immediately question their sanity and assume that they were the one with the issues and not me. that shit wouldn't fly in a million years.

If I lived closer and you were having a bad day I'd show up with blunts. That's about the only thing I'd find acceptable. If "checking up' means 'blunts'.

[alteredcourse]

Originally Posted by artsygrrl

Everyone here has issues of one sort or another. I'm talking about mental problems.
When someone has a "meltdown" on the board they know they're taking a big risk. I see these as:
1. Desperate, genuine calls for help/advise/support...whatever the risk. Or...
2. Someone who feels the need to generate attention because he/she feels ignored/left out/not popular, or just lonely.
So, since I don't know for sure, I usually take these meltdowns seriously. Better safe than sorry. I'm sure some ppl have me pegged as a sucker. But fuck them, who cares?

I respect this very much, because I cant be that anymore. I used to. I used to wave down ambulances for junkies puking blood in the street while everyone walked on, I used to be on the phone all night with real-life friends who felt like the last grain of sand was spiraling through the connecting tube of their hourglass. But....I got weary of it. I encountered too many people who ended up just being.......flaky. I cant be any more than vague about what situations I fell into, but they hurt me.

Just the fact that people can be so fickle about life in that way, using things like suicide attempts as obvious reasons for attention...it's a hard one for me. Even if someone seems to be just flailing around and couldnt pull a suicide off, well so they feel hurt enough to really need someone, I can still empathize with that. But when it happens over, and over, and over, and over....like a bad habit, and eventually starts to feel like you are being used not for any benefit at all. I want to be used for good or for help, not for the indulgence of an attention habit.

But I cant anymore. It disturbs me so much that people are really that fucked to the point where they arent really going to kill themselves, but will use it for attention.
I cant handle it. Real trauma, yes. The general nihilistic void of most young people now, no.
Note: this has nothing to do with anything on this board.

[Genteel Death]

Originally Posted by alteredcourse

I respect this very much, because I cant be that anymore. I used to. I used to wave down ambulances for junkies puking blood in the street while everyone walked on, I used to be on the phone all night with real-life friends who felt like the last grain of sand was spiraling through the connecting tube of their hourglass. But....I got weary of it. I encountered too many people who ended up just being.......flaky. I cant be any more than vague about what situations I fell into, but they hurt me.

Just the fact that people can be so fickle about life in that way, using things like suicide attempts as obvious reasons for attention...it's a hard one for me. Even if someone seems to be just flailing around and couldnt pull a suicide off, well so they feel hurt enough to really need someone, I can still empathize with that. But when it happens over, and over, and over, and over....like a bad habit, and eventually starts to feel like you are being used not for any benefit at all. I want to be used for good or for help, not for the indulgence of an attention habit.

But I cant anymore. It disturbs me so much that people are really that fucked to the point where they arent really going to kill themselves, but will use it for attention.
I cant handle it. Real trauma, yes. The general nihilistic void of most young people now, no.
Note: this has nothing to do with anything on this board.

Whatever. Fuck off. Boring.

[alteredcourse]

Whew, thank you, sir, you replied. I was beginning to think my posts were so boring that I almost had a curse for killing threads. But you have arrived and saved the thread.

[Satan]

Originally Posted by HaydenAsche

If I lived closer and you were having a bad day I'd show up with blunts. That's about the only thing I'd find acceptable. If "checking up' means 'blunts'.

perfectly acceptable, and likewise. i'd smoke you out any day. you know i got that good.

[phoenix]

Originally Posted by artsygrrl

Everyone here has issues of one sort or another. I'm talking about mental problems.

wow I just snorted.

[phoenix]

Originally Posted by Genteel Death

Boring.

hey do you know any other words for things/people you dislike? Or is this just a stock standard reply you have set and ready to go, ctrl-v style?

[phoenix]

is there any one thing that would really make you explode with a barrage of more than 'fuck off you boring thing' ? I'd like to do that one thing, for you.

[Norma J]

^ Don't be surprised if he/she replies with 'boring'.

[phoenix]

Originally Posted by Norma J

^ Don't be surprised if he/she replies with 'boring'.

I wouldn't be..

it does interest me though. Because I think that if she(ha) constaly makes the effort to write how boring they think things are, he has the potential to really engage in something more.

he only ever seems to think that the female posters are boring, though. Not all of them, but I've never noticed a real 'boring' directed at a male poster.

[gmku]

Originally Posted by Keeping It Simple

Sometimes a user would post stuff about their personal lives one can only feel concerned about. What satan posted recently for example is real cause for concern. When I read stuff like that I think maybe I should pm other users to find out who lives closest to them and request they pay them a visit to make sure everything's alright. You ever feel that way, too?

When I do, I just put them on ignore for a while. Makes me feel much better.

[knox]

Originally Posted by phoenix

I wouldn't be..

it does interest me though. Because I think that if she(ha) constaly makes the effort to write how boring they think things are, he has the potential to really engage in something more.

he only ever seems to think that the female posters are boring, though. Not all of them, but I've never noticed a real 'boring' directed at a male poster.

interesting pattern.

[amerikangod]

Originally Posted by HaydenAsche

If I lived closer and you were having a bad day I'd show up with blunts. That's about the only thing I'd find acceptable. If "checking up' means 'blunts'.

This, except replace 'blunts' with 'my erect phallus, overflowing with bountiful seed.'

[ni'k]

your such a fuckin eunuch dude

[amerikangod]

Originally Posted by ni'k

your such a fuckin eunuch dude

In as much as a hydra can be beheaded.

[ni'k]

good comeback

[amerikangod]

Thanks bro.

[Rob Instigator]

I worry about all of you, for no one else on the internets matter.

[floatingslowly]

I worry that I don't have enough neg rep to spread to all the narcissistic twats.

it turns out that I was worrying for nothing.

[Genteel Death]

Originally Posted by phoenix

hey do you know any other words for things/people you dislike? Or is this just a stock standard reply you have set and ready to go, ctrl-v style?

No, I don't. Problems with that?