[alteredcourse]

How? I dont do shotguns.

[alteredcourse]

No...god. Don't embarrass me. I cant deepthroat.

[alteredcourse]

I need you.

[alteredcourse]

My mind wont ride the waves of juice coming out of my pussy no matter how much I try to let go of it.

[alteredcourse]

Heres the thing, no, two things :

I said earlier, in response to satans reply of enjoying the journey, that that was all fine and good. The thing is, is that "whats fine and good" is really just me jacking off. I've never been able to cum with a man. That is partially to due with knox's withholding idea(believe me, they wouldnt have gotten me there anyway), and partly to do with pure effort but not getting there. That has been okay with me though, this is something I let go of long ago. As long as I can swim in the pleasures on my own, thats fine. But all is not fine now. And really, I dont want it to be fine. I still want to try my damnest to cross my legs behind someones neck and damn a diver to death in pleasuring me, and you know, to be on even terms when it comes to fucking EACHOTHERS brains out. Equal splatter.

Yes, I know whats its like to not blink once you've thought of it. It's like catching someones eye on the train, I look away but have to think about not using my eyes, like they've been hurt or something.

I would love to spend a night with you, or a few, or you know, depending on whether you have sandwiches and beer around or not, whatever.

[alteredcourse]

Originally Posted by amerikangod

Sometimes the littlest things change everything. Sometimes nothing changes.

Yes, Yes! I'm not used to a certain code, I'd been pleasantly tricked into slow and intrusive anal that way, bless him, the back-door sneak is just the right technique. (let that be a lyric.)

Sometimes nothing changes as well, sure.

We are further from sandwich distance from eachother as possible. Isnt that some balls?

I do have this work opportunity this fall that might send me eastward, if so, I'll be bringing some leather gloves to press your buzzer with.

[Kegmama]

[quote=alteredcourse]Hi!

Have any of you ever had a period of time where all your orgasms came out muffled, as in you went through the motions until you were just about to explode and then....the feelings just evaporate like a candle being blown out, total anti-climax, but you feel yourself physically cumming .../quote]

this has only happened while masturbating...it's quite depressing when you can't even impress yourself...

[_slavo_]

I've experienced this thing, three or four times in my life. You cum but you don't have an orgasm. Weird.

[dale_gribble]

just stop sucking at masturbating. but seriously, perhaps you get distracted by something weighing heavily on your mind. solution: stop giving a FUCK.

[knox]

i want amerkiangod & alteredcourse to make an educational video/documentary.

[ploesj]

i've never had this, but try relaxing, have a break from your usual routine, maybe stop trying for a while until you're just really horny...

[space]

I'm sorry, but all of mine are like nuclear explosions.

ps: meds.

[pbradley]

Skeet skeet skeet ( '_' )

[EVOLghost]

Originally Posted by knox

isn't it because you're worrying about the rent?

or lol
you feel like the other person does not DESERVE it?

or
you feel like you don't deserve it.

is this what you think about when you don't have a real orgasm?

[Rob Instigator]

I think you needs to have your prostate checked man.

enlarged prostate glands will cause the symptoms you mention

[ploesj]

have you posted this on yahoo answers?

[alteredcourse]

Originally Posted by Rob Instigator

I think you needs to have your prostate checked man.

enlarged prostate glands will cause the symptoms you mention

But I'm a girl!

I've researched on the internet here and there ploesj, and nothing too helpful ever comes up. There are rumblings of an as yet unnamed orgasm disorder or sexual anhedonia, but no real information offered.

Yeah, its frustrating as hell! We're talking a few YEARS here, so I feel like I've approached it in every way possible (relaxing, not caring if I cum, new vibrators).

Sometimes I think I should try new partners and find deeper levels of sexual pleasure with them, I know I hadnt came with another person before all this, but maybe that would just be good for me...

[EVOLghost]

years?! hire a male prostitute and have him ram the fuck outta you. if that doesn't work....then I have no idea.

[Rob Instigator]

ahhh,

oh well

[Rob Instigator]

could be a lot of things. diet, a nutritional thing. could be unresolved issues keeping yr mind from "letting go"

or cuold be you just need a better shaped "partner"